my belief in 'Trust' has been at an all time low...
but not lost. Time to move
told me that
worry too much
but I just keep on
info is available by clicking any red/green 'highlighted' words, which
then links to deeper stuff.
Rugby, Wigan, different from England,
but could understand why Nick L supports Wigan,
before Paranormal John picked me up for a vigil at Plas
the vigil, watched the F1 Australian Grand Prix 'live', in the morning,
before sleep claimed a few midday hours. and I dreamt,
before a TV afternoon and a bloke's chat with Tony A in the evening.
checked my computations and anticipations
before a splendid Installation at Whitby Chapter,
knowing that I'm now cleared of 'responsibilities' till August,
believing that my forthcoming NLP
Initiation will be fruitful
and my skin seems to be enjoying my re-thinking.
& Krause, Arlo
Earle and Leonard
as I received replies to my 'feel good' mailings, that I'd sent before sleep,
and was pleased that I hadn't gone too far
but the RSI overcame my arm until Ian M popped in for a chat.
on my aims but did nothing.
get stuff done... again
but was chuffed to receive a phone call from Michael
to say that he was coming 'up North' again for Sausage, Chips and Gravy
and I enjoyed a Pint in the Woody
before a bit of French 'Fredericks-Goldman-Jones' gobbledygook,
that feels right.
re-evaluation, I still remain an Enneagram
5, The Investigator... 7
7, The Enthusiast... 5
Type 9, The Peacemaker... 4
Type 1, The Reformer... 4
6, The Loyalist... 4
3, The Achiever...4
Type 8, The Challenger... 4
2, The Helper... 4
4, The Individualist... 0
arrived in the afternoon, and it was good to give him a Fatherly Hug,
before Kyle and Howard 'dragged us' to the Woody in the afternoon
and, in the evening, after a food break, I returned to the Woody,
while Michael enjoyed a night out with his friends
but I was surprised to find him in his bed on my return.
enjoyed his childhood friendships again
and I enjoyed watching TV
knowing I'd be there, to say 'sleep well' when he returned.
dressed in my Caftan, Sylvia arrived early, our understandings confused,
but Michael was ready, before his meal with his Mum, Sarah
and the new
and I enjoyed chatting with Michael later, even through Time
before his Friends arrived and Tony A phoned, to say that he would prefer his daughter
Roast Beef, Yorkshire Pudding, Roast Potatoes, Gravy, etc.
than our usual Sunday moans about women, but I was happy to be there for Michel's
early morning return, as I became enthralled by 'Frogs
awake, when Michael coerced me from my bed, and I drove him to the railway station,
aware that I could have driven him home, with focus\purpose,
but allowed the body to dictate and we merely hugged, as he returned to his
before Paranormal John shared his worries, and then Tony A helped sort
before a superb edition of 'Never
Mind the Buzzcocks' and a happy Monday Pint, in the Woody.
sniffles had progressed, hopefully just the common cold,
but I was pleased that the skin and arm had been OK, while Michael visited
but decided to experiment with a splendid
isolation, as I explored
A Special Girl
nothing in the day before accepting Doug's invite, even though he was
and enjoyed an interesting Lecture, in good company, at Whitby Lodge
before an early close, leaving enough time to try a 'black suit and tie' pint in the Woody's
Bar, without many jibes.
'Funny Handshake' jokes accepted, with a smile.
up Doug's copy of the Judas
and enjoyed viewing it, in Ian M's company later, holding a different
and we enjoyed the wine and Bloke's chat, after I'd wished my Sister a
Religious Day, prime target for a bit of isolation and thought.
with Sarah and Lee on the phone, before more isolation,
but especially enjoyed an unexpected phone call from Sheena,
wishing me a 'Happy Easter'.
motivated to have an hour in the garden,
and a lovely phone call with Michael and Kerry, before Tony A popped in
for a Sunday Chat and a lot more self-analysis later.
the lethargy of isolation again
but 'pulled myself together'
to enjoy a Monday pint in the Woody.
from alcohol' night as I nearly got my replacement PC working to my
after the continuing problems with my No.1 PC.,
but still found it difficult to ignore the comfort zone of past pleasures.
A popped in with his PC problems, and I enjoyed sorting 'PC stuff' again,
again without the proverbial 4-pack in the evening, aware of my Broadband
but still need my smoking crutch.
a superb evening with Hooton Park members, as John B's guest.
across the road, after an afternoon phone call from Doug,
and enjoyed a daytime event, helping,
but know that, after a phone chat with Nick
L, I've got to change
and accept that my time is bill-able, before an enjoyable pint in the Woody,
watching a good 'football' match on TV, while pottering with Tony A's
and wandered across to the Woody later,
and enjoyed a visit, later,
to the 'Whitby Social Club', with Ian, Scotty,
Brian and Nick M,
before following up on an E-mail from Friends
which intrigued my present, inebriated, self-explorations.
an intriguing E-mail from Nick M, after last night, and felt good
before Tony A popped in for our Sunday Session
and my resolve of an early sleep was ruined later, as I realised that Mr
Fixit was on TV.
a coffee, before Doug popped in to collect the Masonic Club's PC, at 9.30
and I made my 10.30 appointment, with my Consultant, at Clatterbridge,
and, accepted the shoulder shrug as he accepted my thoughts, but no relief,
before popping into the Masonic Hall to help Doug and, later,
after John M popped in to show me his new laptop, I enjoyed a Monday Pint
in the Woody.
Pondered on Paul
McKenna's call on
maybe I've been worrying too much, about my enjoyment of a nice steak,
or pork chop,
using my few remaining teeth, vanity, no plastic, old age, deserted by
a second wife,
as I enjoyed Leonard Cohen's 'Dear Heather' CD' again, and again.
my sniffles\sore-throat to control the day,
as I told my body to do it's worst, as I'm going to be Well this coming
and continued to 'focus' on my 'need for change' in
my time, thru the evening\early morn'.
Apologies to Sheena and Nick M for not replying to their nice Internet
TV was on, while I pondered my deficiencies, and strengths, before Tony
A popped in,
and then John M... with a kindly bottle of Glenlivet,
and I sipped as I watched The
Apprentice, and toasted my future later, while remembering 'what happened'
to The Doors,
prior to my wanderings in Germany and Greece,
aware that I was who I
from my enjoyment of the whisky, and introverted self-analysis,
but pulled myself together, to get out of Dressing-Gown mode,
to enjoy eye-contact in the Woody later.
deep breaths, aware that my 'middle of the road' viewpoint
hadn't provided Me with many 'excesses' in my memory
to fuel my desire for change, as I went to bed on the previous day of
slept, but was up for 7AM and arrived at Nick L's venue for registration
before a stunning day of
NLP induction, which left my little brain befuddled...
but I had no problem in enjoying another early 'deep' sleep later, despite
for another 'early morning' registration and another superb day of mind
which reminded me of my 'white belt' days of Ju-Jitsu, where I was unable
as I realised that my 'Cool' understanding of '60s dreams had failed
to produce peaks
of Motivation Memories, or Bad Memories, but I enjoyed helping other Members
of the Learning Team in confronting anomalies and I drove home later,
still nicely confused
from Nick L's excellent training, ready to work on practicing his skills.
Barry's friend soon dropped in with his PC problems, and then Barry with PC
un-fed, I escaped to the Woody for a pint and practice but, while in good
was surprised at the number of 'Sunday Night Drinkers',
as I can't remember any time that I've been to 'the pub' on a Sunday
and was unable to clearly hear my friend's visions of their touch of reality.