my belief in 'Trust' has been strained...
but not lost , finding that True Friends are there when you need them.

A bloke's August 2006 online journal

Aware of The Future. I keep on Rocking.
More info is available by clicking any red/green 'highlighted' words, which then links to deeper stuff.

Tuesday 1st August
Received a nice Tenancy Termination confirmation letter, for the 18th,
and felt awful that I didn't remember Cousin Pete and Tracy's 25th, as I remember mine,
but annoyed that I'd forgot a special moment, but know that they are a Pair
that have stuck together and felt good, as I found my aged copy of the Lüscher Colour Test,
as I sorted more boxes, before Nick R dropped off Pete's new, honest, PC, but I didn't peek,
before enjoying seeing the effect of the Light & Sound on Nick, while Steve H phoned,
and enjoyed the tactile touch of using my Colours again and can only agree with where I'm at.

Wednesday 2nd August
Had another smelly treatment day as I found more good memories
but realised that boxes need to be packed with future positives before I confused
Nick R again with my NLP trainings, when he popped in, to drop off Pete's monitor.

Thursday 3rd August
It was nice to see Sheila G again but I was unable to take advantage of her cleansing help
as the profusion of boxes cluttered our logic but we enjoyed NLP lessons learned from Nick L
and I enjoyed her feedback, after taking her into a deeply relaxing Trance,
before we shared a nice meal and a chat in the Woody, and I returned in the evening, remembering the good company and rapport, amid more good company.

Friday 4th August
The Kirby guy was enjoying a short Light & Sound Experience during the annual maintenance,
oblivious to the arrival of Ian M and Dave E, and left pleasantly bemused
before I sorted Dave's PC but accepted, in the Woody later, that that time has passed.

Saturday 5th August
I'm not into pain, but managed to get across to John H's house and eased his family problem
before coating myself in smelly stuff, as I was aware of my inability to bend,
but enjoyed taking time out from the panic of the fast encroaching future move.

It was nice to hear from Yale again across the years
and I look forward to exploring our combined trans-Atlantic views deeper.

Sunday 6th August
Definitely could have done without the discomfort of the skin's limitations
or the failure of my printer, as I took time-out to produce next month's Summons,
but enjoyed relaxing in the evening when Tony A popped in for a penultimate patio pint.

Monday 7th August
Ian M and Dave E arrived in the afternoon to help move boxes downstairs for sorting
and I was grateful for their help and for Doug's help in my printing problems
before a comfortable hour in the Woody but was sad that I missed a chat with Michael earlier.

Tuesday 8th August
Woke early and was pleased to have a lovely chat with Sarah, in Greek Naxos,
before a meeting with Pete, amid the chaos of the refurbishment of my future Home,
and enjoyed chatting with Tracy, before returning to prepare for the arrival of the skip,
on Thursday, but the discomfort limited me to focussing on the prepared Minutes and Summons
before understanding, later, why I normally record next weeks Channel 4's episode of Lost, and, while I remain happy in hearing the disturbed views of others on the phone and Messenger,
I'm also happy that my student skills can be developed further to support My Future.

Wednesday 9th August
Would have preferred to have a healthy spine
but was pleased with the progress, as I sorted my magpie stuff,
that might have been useful to someone sometime,
and accepted my independence
as I looked forward to my Single's abode in the heart of Chester.

Thursday 10th August
Wills arrived and we waited for the skip and then filled it with the prepared detritus
but it hurt as I watched him smash the hard drives from my past as we filled the skip
but I know that this clearance will allow me to be Me, next week, having coped with Sylvia's betrayal and know that it's time to move on, before Paranormal John popped in before
a penultimate visit to the Woody, as a local, wearing the blue clogs that I was married in.

Friday 11th August
A painful waking but managed to help Nick R and Norman S when they popped in,
as I pottered with the past, as I managed to discard more non-future stuff into the skip
but the spine's stings defeated a coherent attack on cleansing the house.

Saturday 12th August
Another painful wakening but, after more pottering with the skip,
I got myself ready and enjoyed a lovely evening


celebrating Phil & Maureen's 50 years of Marriage.

Sunday 13th August
Pain dictated the day and little was done
but managed to refill some spaces in the skip
as 'bits & bobs' keep disappearing.

Monday 14th August
Woke easier and I was able to persevere with the 'call centre' musics as I notified services
of my forthcoming move and managed to get to the Bank to notify them, before a last Monday
 in the Woody, and a little kiss to 'Sad Eyes' before a listening to All Good Men again.

Tuesday 15th August
The wincing has lessened but I still had difficulty in bending, as I discarded dead paperwork,
and chatted with Yale on Messenger, but panic is setting in as I see Friday approaching fast,
before Paranormal John and Helen popped in, and then Nick R, before a 'Lost' hour switch-off.

Wednesday 16th August
Pain halted movement and serious endeavours
but I enjoyed Ian M's company in the evening
after I'd enjoyed receiving my The American Board of Hypnotherapy certificatation.

Thursday 17th August
Rose early and was happy to see the skip disappear before hearing that I wouldn't be moving,
till next Wednesday\Thursday and, after the rains descended with glorious lightening,
I shrugged the shoulders before a relaxing medicinal soak in Oilatum before a refreshing
Thursday visit to the Woody and later realised that I've enjoyed the Wild Thing, before experiencing Smoke on the Water through a Rocky Mountain Way, through Radar Love's.

Make Me Smile (Come Up And See Me)

Friday 18th August
An anti-climax morning led to losing Broadband benefits
but hopefully NTL will have me off painful dial-up, tomorrow,
and I subsequently managed to achieve nothing of merit before bed.

Saturday 19th August
Pain returned and was unable to drive, when Tony A phoned, and NTL let me down,
but soaked in the bath, sufficient to visit the Woody in the Evening
and was pleased to share the Circle of Excellence with a sceptical Nick M later.

Sunday 20th August
An uncomfortable, but less painful, day
leading to the hope that pain peaked
before Ian M popped in and provided enjoyable company in the evening.

Monday 21st August
Still stinging through the day as I swept up the debris, but felt able to drive safely later,
and it was nice to see Ian N & Marion, when I took Tony A to pick up his car,
and, after a soak later, I enjoyed an extra Monday hour in the Woody
and was pleased to see Chris R, who had shared the Success Course with me,
a year ago, and was pleased at how we had both progressed in life.

Tuesday 22nd August
Phoned for the Doctor but didn't get a call-back, but used some out-off-date ointment, and managed to potter with more box filling's that passed the 'do-I-need-it' test before a lovely sharing with my good neighbour Tony M in the Woody and then a bit of Blue Oyster Cult
before I listened to the words of The Man Comes Around again
and remained confident that the new Life ahead will offer a wonderful opportunity
to continue believing in being Good, and enjoy my Gifts, without recriminations.

Wednesday 23rd August
Ian M phoned, he's on NTL, before Paranormal John popped in to say that my phone was off
but I was able to phone out, to find that I can't move in till next week now,
shrugged the shoulders and eventually got NTL to extend my landline till next Thursday,
but after their poor Broadband support, I'll wait and see tomorrow
as I relax over the last bits of packing.

Thursday 24th August
As I expected, NTL let me down again, but I'm still able to phone out, for the moment, but knowing that I'm squatting again, remembering the 70's squat (in sight, from my new abode),
trusting that my present Landlord, Ray B, understands, and, after a long soak again,
I was happy to share the Friendship of some Thursday 'Woody' participants, with my Past,
before preparing for tomorrow's Committee Meeting, to the sound of Buddy Miller again.

Friday 25th August
Woke to an incoming phone call, phone spam, obviously they were on NTL
but at least I could still phone out, allowing me to get phone confirmation that next Thursday
was Moving Day, before enjoying my Committee meeting, as Scribe E,
amid good Companions, before a relaxing visit to the Woody, later
before enjoying another episode of Vengeance Unlimited.

Saturday 26th August
Another uncomfortable night led to a mid-day doorbell and was pleased to see Brian P
with kind thoughts and holiday Marlboro before taking a couple of bags of bank\business documents to join Ian N's bonfire and, despite a slight explosive accident, was grateful
to watch the past burn before I treated and rested the burnt hand...
but can still manage to type this memory and send a reply to Sally's lovely E-mail.

Sunday 27th August
Ian N popped in to check on my hand, as did Ian M, but I just smiled, shrugged and chilled.

Monday 28th August
Ian M popped in, to wash-up for me, and I later enjoyed teasing Joy, when she had her first experience of esoteric Me, as Timmy arrived, before Ian M cooked up a smashing Spag\Bol later,
amid our Rapport over Wine, before I realised that my past is fast running out.

Tuesday 29th August
Ian M popped in again to help me, while I saw my Doctor for the last time, as a Client,
and received easing ointments and antibiotics before Ian and I enjoyed a nice delivery
of a curry take-away, and wine, later, as I blindly head towards Thursday.

Wednesday 30th August
Ian M kindly popped in again, and Simon brought my Mum to pick up a chair
but we didn't manage to get much done before hearing that the move is now postponed,
as the refurbishment was incomplete and agreed next Tuesday, after my Birthday on Monday.

It's probable that I'll lose the outgoing phone tomorrow, but have my mobile working again,
as I can't be bothered with dealing with NTL anymore,
so this Web Diary might disappear for a few days... but I'll be back.

Thursday 31st August
The anti-climax led to a strange nothing day
but I re-opened a box again, and found a glove,
before enjoying another Thursday evening closure in the Woody, again.